We Shouldn't be doing this

I almost compared you to God, but I remembered you're made up of his image, He breathed air into your lungs to give you life so you are him, makes sense why your timing was just perfect. If I didn't know better I'd say you're a human scanner especially for Heartbreaks or maybe the look in my eyes made it too obvious that I'm heartbroken. You smelt like a cologne with a big sticker written "Regret" on the outside but the scent was far from the name, and so I let you in. Laid by your side on the bed but you didn't have me when I wanted you to, and at the same time I couldn't just take you without your permission - We are not at that point. I wanted you to think of me as a lady...and like God, in your own time you decided to have me, and I like a believer I gave it to you all like you were him, like I have been waiting for my dear savior to pull me out of this pool of pain that I was in. Now your scent has covered my bed and it reminds me of the contradiction I had between my words and actions, how I whispered "We shouldn't be doing this", yet my legs were tightly wrapped around you like a dog hanging onto a bone with every thrust ...